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Name Changing

Name Changing

I’m thinking of getting my last name changed. all throughout my life i had always fantasized about changing my first name because i was always made fun of in school for having an uncommon name. but the past few weeks I’ve been seriously thinking about it and i don’t think i really want to change my first name, but my last name i do. i want to change it because i want to get rid of the last shred of myself that has anything to do with my father. the only other member of my immediate family that has the same last name is my brother and we aren’t exactly close anyway, and the majority of the “Turner” side of my family are not people i associate with and the ones that i do don’t have that last name anymore. to be honest i don’t WANT to pass this name on to another generation if i was to ever have children and i don’t want to be included in the hierarchy of that family at all.

so ive decided that im going to get my shit together and get my last name changed when i have the means to do so. once i do i can officialy close the book on that entire chapter of my life and everything it caused me. sure itll be a pain to get all the changes done, finalized, and propagated into all the aspects of my life. but when it comes down to it, the only thing holding me back is my own laziness and procrastination. its not fear cause im not afraid of my identity changing, i never have been.

maybe this will help in my overall attempts to get a jump start on the life ive been pissing over since high school. maybe then i can start to be someone that you can respect when you see me.

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Coonie Underoos :o

 decided to put recent pics of me in a few undies people wanted me to wear into a photoset, i think most of them are cute haha 

http://www.XTube.com?s=vAFcO9bxuaz

Im Thinkin, Two is Better than One

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey
You know this could be something

'Cause everything you do and words you say
You know that it all takes my breath away
And now I'm left with nothing

So maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember every look upon your face
The way you roll your eyes, the way you say
You make it hard for breathing

'Cause when I close my eyes and drift away
I think of you and everything's okay
I'm finally now believing

That maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

But there's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone
And I'm thinking two is better than one

I remember what you wore on the first day
You came into my life and I thought, hey

Maybe it's true
That I can't live without you
And maybe two is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
And you've already got me coming undone

And I'm thinking, ooh
I can't live without you
'Cause baby, two
Is better than one

There's so much time
To figure out the rest of my life
But I figured out with all that's said and done
Two is better than one
Two is better than one

What do you guys think?!

 what do you guys think? just did this tonight, and if you like, should i make some new pics? :P

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some days i wake up and i just wish i hadnt, some days i wake up and come to the sudden realization that "this is it, this is my life and its real". Every few moments im forced to remember why im in this situation in the first place, why im feeling the way i am, and why i want the things i want. some days its just a little more than i can take.
n a couple weeks i need a place to live. where i thought i was gonna get to go isnt happening, i cant offer anything but i need a place to live.
I hate the way you talk to me,
And the way you cut your hair.
I hate the way you drive my car,
I hate it when you stare.
I hate your big dumb combat boots
And the way you read my mind.
I hate you so much it makes me sick,
It even makes me rhyme.
I hate the way you're always right,
I hate it when you lie.
I hate it when you make me laugh,
Even worse when you make me cry
I hate it when you're not around,
And the fact that you didn't call
But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you,
Not even close…
Not even a little bit…
Not even at all

Close To You - Heidi Deign

I can't sleep at night
I'm staring at the phone
Knowing you are not alone
She is right there by your side
I'm tryin just to hide
All the things I feel inside
I can sense the chemistry
When you're standing close to me
I feel like a ship that's lost at sea
It's getting harder to ignore
It's not like anything before
I know it's crazy baby but I want more

[CHORUS]
I wish I could be close to you and feel your every move
Never meant to feel this way
Maybe you would come around one day
I wish I could be close to you and feel your every touch
Cause this girl won't give the way I feel
Heaven knows I wanted it so much

I'm the one to blame
Tryin to explain
But I will cost myself such pain
Your heart is occupied
Try to turn the tide
But time was never on my side
I can sense the chemistry
When you're standing close to me
I feel like a ship that's lost at sea
It's getting harder to ignore
It's not like anything before
I know it's crazy baby but I want more

I wish that
I could be
So close to you

I wish I could be close to you and feel your every move
Never meant to feel this way
Maybe you would come around one day
I wish I could be close to you and feel your every touch
Cause this girl won't give the way I feel
Heaven knows I wanted it so much