merf.
i just want him to stay with me

i dont care about the distance...

do to an unnamed individual who sees it as appropriate to make up lies about people i aparently need to explain myself.
i was seeing said person over a year ago for about a month while i had a boyfriend, yeah i was wrong i get it.

we went out on 2 dates, then he went to florida for like.. 2 weeks or something like that, when he came back i left my boyfriend at the time and wanted to slowly ease into a relationship with him.
like 3 days later we got in a fight about something, i cant even remember what, and i ended up calling my ex because hes still probably my best friend. i asked him to come visit because i wanted to work things out and try and be friends.
but during this time, the person in question decided to confide in a fur he had not actualy met before and ended up cuddling, several days later they started dating leaving me behind and upset.

now, thats the ENTIRE story of what happened.

lies that have been told based on this story to date by this person:
False-that i made him take me to the mall on several occasions and did girly things there like lipstick and shit
True- i was buying chapstick for my chapped lips and i looked through bath and body works for new hand lotion, we went to the mall maybe twice
False- that i cheated on him and left him
True- i told him plainly that i was trying to rebuild my friendship with my recent ex and wanted to take things slowly with him but he didnt want to wait
False- that i am a slut who sleeps with anything and everything
True- i slept with him cause he wanted me to, i have slept with my share of people, im not a saint, but i only sleep with people i have feelings for not just random people.

i will update this list everytime a new lie is told. please check back to find out the truth of these matters
or just ASK ME about it instead of assuming im a shitbag.

in any case, i am officialy in a relationship with someone again and am no longer concerned with repairing relationships with people who would forsake me, i love my friends and my boyfriend and thats all i need.

ill be in massachusetts tomarrow afternoon and staying with holden360
ill be there from tomarrow till december 11th because i have a christmas party on the 12th i need to do cooking for!

i also look forward to seeing:
ruckus
ilobmirt
reddrake
ablackflamey
possibly jaystarlight
and deffinately soluss :OO

as well as my other Six Flags Fags.

post here if you wanna see me this next month xD

i just got it and i want peoples to play with, anyone want my friend code?

whenever my mind wanders i always get reminded of how much of a boob he is. and it makes me giggle.
its hard to be upset about it when i think of it that way

just a paranoid boob
also: New Avatar thats hilarious. i screenshotted it from His and Her Circumstances

argh. fuck guys.

Moon River, wider than a mile,
I'm crossing you in style some day.
Oh, dream maker, you heart breaker,
wherever you're going I'm going your way.
Two drifters off to see the world.
There's such a lot of world to see.
We're after the same rainbow's end--
waiting 'round the bend,
my huckleberry friend,
Moon River and me.

i wanna use this song as the basis for a commission, anyone know someone who's open, good, and cheap? lol

so aparently, people who dont like me have a special past time of stalking my LJ and possibly other websites.

i must admit this is some what flattering that ive made such an impression that they just keep coming back for more~
but in all seriousness, to any stalkers reading this, please feel free to comment on it and tell me what your reasons are xD
and i already know who you are so not commenting doesnt hide your identity :3

what a fun game this will be :D

so i spent all night talking to rain ^^
whos knows where things will go from here but im hopefull

bleh. i still miss him.
fucking wasting my time

ive been feeling down today, and what do i do?

i watch A Walk to Remember

way to go me, i gave myself a reason to cry, woohoo x.x

there are times when i wish i didnt get access to the internet
it usualy just makes me miss people

some times it feel like the furry community is too small.

or maybe all my friends just happen to be friends with people who dislike me, who knows. it just gets on me lol

so apparently someone is showing intrest in me.. blah iunno.

so i never get to check the internet cause we dont have it at home

and im too lazy to walk a half hour to use internet lol. so yeah im severely out of the loop with everything. EVERYTHING